Pieces of Me

Don’t be the one to look for LOVE.

When you go lookin’ for it, you find “faux love”. You run into that person that seems perfect…. until you fall in love with them. Don’t be so desperate to find that one thing that you start seeing it in everybody. Just give it time. Let love find you. I promise, it will find you. I cannot tell you when, but I can tell you why — because you are amazing, you are worth love, and someone out there is lookin’ for someone like you to fall in love with. 

(Source: doctorswagger)

Oblivion

And it’s hard when you want to smile,

you want to laugh,

you want the people around you see that you are happy,

but you just cant…

‘coz the sadness inside you is overwhelming,

it consumes your whole being.

Everything triggers your tearduct.

Nothing in particular… just, everything.

The tweeting of birds, crying of baby, laughter of the person beside you, the sound of your own keyboard, the insect, the paper, the wall, the door, the floor… everything!

Everything spells sadness.

You are a zombie.

You walk, you talk, you work, but lifeless.

And its hard to be at this state.

You want to scream for help but you know no one can ever save you.

Because the person who can is the reason why you’re currently drowning in this misery.

“I always have this fear that you’ll let go one day when the situation gets worse. I just can’t imagine a life without you. It will be boring mostly. There will be no one to cheer me up, whenever I am down or no one to talk to whenever I feel bad. Maybe, just maybe, I am not used to being alone anymore and not being able to talk to you, even once in a day. yap, i never feel alone though we’re miles apart. So please, don’t ever let go.” - I once told him this. And it freaking hurts reading it again knowing that he doesn’t deserve any of it. Freaking Liar.

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